July 2023
Essence of Her
I ache for you, whoever you are.
I catch glimpses of you in young women’s bodies.
There is an essence in you that I want desperately,
To take for my own experience.
I daydream about women.
The idea of a woman.
My soul hungers and yearns for you. For her.
I worship the concept of the word ‘she’.
It’s quite the concept coming to realise,
How as a child I felt totally abandoned.
I know I did so based on that dark mineshaft
That exists inside of me, since I scraped back the earth.
The pull to a woman’s body that isn’t even sexual, really.
I lust to be held, embraced by a woman's essence.
To finally discover what one truly is.
What is a woman and what does one feel like?
Maybe I’ll never ever know,
Because I’m so angry with each new woman I meet,
That they run, or they duck for cover behind a sticky fog.
Not that they can ever fix my headache anyway.
With Love,
Dan Morrell x
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